He thinks he didnt want to die without finding it, but life has given him a lot of chances already. It takes a breakdown, a factory fire and a hospital visit for Buck to finally come to terms with some things. He tells no one. Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Past Evan "Buck" Buckley/Ali Martin - Freeform, Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley, Evan "Buck" Buckley Has Abandonment Issues, Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, Evan "Buck" Buckley Acting as Christopher Diaz's Parental Figure, Evan "Buck" Buckley and Eddie Diaz Are In Love, Evan Buck Buckley and Eddie Diaz are Christophers Dads, Evan "Buck" Buckley/Original Female Character(s), The Buckley Siblings Have Bad Parents (9-1-1 TV), Athena Grant and Bobby Nash are Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parents, We don't need anybody. You answered every question correctly and in the history of the LAFD no one has ever scored 100% on that exam but you did., Eddie moves his right hand from Bucks shoulder and gently cups his cheek. Until Eddie abandons his mate in an ill-considered situation. Howard Chimney Han thinks of himself as a very tolerant and laid back man. Sad Evan "Buck" Buckley - Works | Archive of Our Own Because for all the personal growth and maturity he had acquired during the past three years since starting at the 118, the ignored and abandoned child in him couldn't live with going through the same experience--the same pain --again. He almost lost Bucktwice. The Eddie voice catches and stops. He loved the feeling of flying; the strange part of him felt grounded the higher he went, more connected to himself the more altitude he gained. It's a more emotional process than Eddie had expected. I didn't believe in love at first sight. tip: hetalia f/f sort:kudos. A step that now Buck was going to be late for. He was looking for an answer, hes pretty sure - the answer, whatever that means. It's about the friendship between Buck and Athena. Buck you okay? Chapter 1: The ambulance Ride, a 9-1-1 fanfic | FanFiction *Or lightning 6B spec fic because I have zero self-control. Badly injured, he waits for his team. Eddie could recite it from memory because Buck had been gullibly worried about it for days. Buck's in the hospital, Eddie left with his bloodstained clothes, again. Please consider turning it on! + worry. I will be uploading every week. Buck leaves LA after the lawsuit.Over a year later, the 118 meets him on a call. Inevitable that hes feeling Bobbys hands grip against his turnout, still askew and half-off where Chimney once was, hands running up his chest while he checked for injuries. Sometimes, when the anxiety is trying to claim you and never let you go, you have to take the offered hand of help. Javy "Coyote" Machado. Buck ends up in the hospital again and while still under the influence of the pain medication he asks to go home with Eddie. Buck's new colleague is an alpha and he hates him. Buck-switched it?, Bobby nodded. But moving on doesn't mean forgetting, and even when you make the best attempt to rebuild your life, the past will always catch up with you. The F18 responded beautifully to his every touch, going faster or slower with barely more effort than a thought. Please consider turning it on! Eddie took on the weight with ease, turning just enough so their eyes met. Buck sucked in a gasp, shaky and thin and Eddie dropped the gear in his hands, ignoring anything else and just trying to get to Buck's side. (By special request. I was just checking if youre ready Eddie says faintly, trailing off as his eyes track the path of the lightning seared across Bucks skin. He never saw her again after that, and he's never gathered the courage to look her up and find out which path she took. There's no in between." OR: Almost exactly ten years after Buck leaves home to avoid more heartbreak, Eddie returns into his life, and it seems that closure was never an option in the first place. Eddie took on the weight with ease, turning just enough so their eyes met. "The F18 soared across the open water, a few thousand feet above the hard deck. He knows that his captain has a sad past that no one talks about. Eddie pines a lot here (how can I blame him) but he gets what he wants. About which thing? Eddie gave Bobby a look and Bobby gave a look right back. A topical Floater doesn't look like that. What will happen when Chris shows up on his doorsteps one day and asks him to come back? Hes always up for a good joke, even at his own expense, if its not mean or hurtful. box of lies online generator 911 fanfiction buck ignored. buck is tired and it's eddie's first day back. THIS IS 95% WRITTEN. If Buck weren't so tired, he might have teared up a little when he imagined the worried look in his big sister's eyes. Buck's focused on the hose, on the strategic aim of the water, when Eddie comes up to him, shouting over the wall of rain. Its a beautiful night, a full moon shines down illuminating everything. Experimentally, Evan looks down at his hands and bunches them both into fists. Maddie places her hand on his cold ones and tilts her head so she can see Buck's face clearly, but something twists her heart when she notices the tears glistening his brother's blues. Athena had managed to knock some sense into Bobby and he was finally welcomed back to the 118 with open arms. A real family. A step that now Buck was going to be late for. I uh, Buck tries to say. He slowly leafed through the papers in his hand, his eyes tearing up without permission. Eddie really did think it was pretty.And what an odd thought that was. Suicide Attempt. And today is one of those rare occasions. Bobby looked around, as Eddie and Hen swam through the waves to get to their stranded patient, and his eyes landed on Buck. For a moment, he closes his eyes against the emotions building like a maelstrom, struggles to take in another breath of his own, before he tries again. He was powerless against the Diaz boys and wanted nothing more than to be swept up in their everything. A Little Home for the Sick & Injured Okay, I know, I know. He gets that shes not going to be running into danger, its less about her being in dangerous situations and more the risk she might be in. Buck has gone through extensive therapy to be in the place that he is currently. He shouldve written that date down. Well, I know youre probably use to eating MREs butBobbys been teaching me how to cook. I didn't want to ruin that for you.. Everything that leads up to the terrifying day and what happens all the while Olivia and Elliot try to find their daughter. Starts the morning after 'Do You Think I'm Gay?' by Rachel 77.4K 1.4K 14 After catching her fiance cheating with his realtor partner, Aubrey Peters decides to sell everything and move cross country to LA. suddenly evan buckley feels like maybe he has a fighting chance. Im so proud of you! Buck finds out about Daniel. Hed hoped staying at Eddies would make a difference, that spending time here would quiet his mind, bring him some kind of peace, Eddies couch might be lumpy but he feels more at home on it than he does in his own bed these days. Chimney is long gone, sprinting to where Hen cries out, the panic in her voice palpable and Eddie only has one functioning ear at the moment. 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Eddie joins the 118. What if Maddie hadn't made it to L.A?What if Eddie hadn't survived? Buck celebrates Christmas together with his boyfriend. Past Evan "Buck" Buckley/Ali Martin - Freeform, Evan "Buck" Buckley Has Abandonment Issues, Athena Grant and Bobby Nash are Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parents, It only falls into place when you're falling to pieces, Evan "Buck" Buckley Acting as Christopher Diaz's Parental Figure, Alternate Universe - Coffee Shops & Cafs, Eddie Diaz and Evan "Buck" Buckley are neighbours, Evan "Buck" Buckley and Eddie Diaz Are In Love, Evan Buck Buckley and Eddie Diaz are Christophers Dads. He takes Bucks other hand in his and interlocks their fingers. "I want to go with Eddie" The words were stumbling past his lips before his medicated mind could catch up to what he was asking for. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. It doesnt so much surprise him that he felt this way, rather that he didnt feel as strongly as this before. He's scared to die, that much he knows. He wished he could have more but he would take what he could get. His whole form is trembling like a fucking leaf and his chest is rising and falling unevenly with each ragged breath and with the way hes trying to hold back the whimpers stuck in his throat, Buck looks like he is on the edge of falling apart. Christopher Diaz is a National Treasure. it was anchoring, settling. He'd grown up hearing the stories of soulmates, which was rare. Eddie probably looked really stupid right now. - De acuerdo, ganas esta discusin. However, in the end, Eddie supposes it was inevitable. He knows hes probably going to worst-case-scenario, but he worries. Good for him, that Mac will always be there for him. Buck is dejected. That hair.no one has that bright of an orange hair color.not even Abby. He needed a break, he needed to find himself again. Buck wondered if he had been a slave owner or some serial killer in a past life, forced to reap the results of his karma in this one. Especially not after the week he's been having. After all they've been through together, the members of the 118 can definitely call themselves a family. Buck lost his virginity when he was fourteen years old and his girlfriend was about to move away. The past few months have been hard enough already, and.. You've been doing better. He laughs so hard and so loud that his stomach starts hurting. Hi honey, He breathes out happily as he drops his head back down. Chimney is long gone, sprinting to where Hen cries out, the panic in her voice palpable and Eddie only has one functioning ear at the moment. So Eddie is fucked, pun absolutely intended in the worst way. He pops his head up, a smile growing across his face when he sees Taylor on the screen. Why is he keeping everyone at arm's length? Maybe the umpteenth time's the charm. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Rated mature because I don't know where this is going and this all started as a dream I had. Why didn't you tell me you were hurting this bad?, Buck closed his eyes, you don't tell people you're not okay, he said. The team gives him anxious glances when they get back, watching him closely as he takes off his gear and walks upstairs. I would have understood.__________________________Buck and Eddie help Maddie move into her new apartment, Eddie gets petty with Taylor Kelly after she flirts with Buck and Eddie tries to cook for Buck. Content warnings: lightning, emergency, cardiac arrest, pain, lightning strike, electrocution, contact injury, side flash, blast injury, heights, hospitals, passing out, loss of consciousness, panic attacks, anxiety, description of anxiety and panic, manipulation, threats of using a child to gain compliance but not in a violent or hostile way (just them using Christopher to get Buck and Eddie to not be dumb but still deserves a warning because that is kind of a sketchy manipulation tactic). First, his sleazy lawyer. An exhausted Buck needs Eddie to make it all better. A Navy Seal who was injured on the tour. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Please consider turning it on! 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He can be excused for forgetting his contacts. Shes always been loved ever since she was a baby. Who is this man? Buck stops because hes not sure how Eddie will take it if he offers to cook for him. A post 6x10 spec-fic. Or can his new and old life blend seamlessly into something better? You should talk to him. He muttered as more of an afterthought. after the lawsuit, buck is still shunned by the 118. he doesn't show it to them but it affects him so much he tries to take his own life. Buck and Eddie have a moment in the moonlight. Bad Things Happen Bingo: Cradling Someone in Their Arms. Its cold outside., Buck scowled, eyeing Eddie upside down. Actually I wanted to write no more lawsuit fics for a while.But I just can not say no when someone asks me. Please consider turning it on! Because Buck, this godsend of a man, that made Eddies life so much better in completely different ways, was not sleeping on his cramped annoyingly small couch. Work Search: Heartbroken and sick, Buck wanders around. And she fights anyone who harms Buck. And it won't be easy to see the once so cheerful firefighter carefree again. Eddie is holding out hope that Buck had just accidentally fallen asleep there and he really didnt think that when Eddie said Youre always welcome to the other half of the bed Buck he wasnt being serious. "Buck, if you can hear me, squeeze my hand.". It was too much to handle, to process. Eddie was cleaning out one of the drawers in Buck's bedside table when he froze and sat down on the bed hard. He still has to try.-----------------------------------------------------------------------Whumptober Day 18: CPR, Buck hates the feeling of blood on his hands, especially when it's someone he knows. You havent seen it yet, he says quietly. Theyve been through a few before. Everyone has a breaking point. Buck was still trapped under ten tons of metal. Buck is kidnapped by a serial killer a couple of days after the lawsuit. self-soothing Embarrassment Buck secretly sucks his thumbs sometimes and Eddie accidentally sees him doing it Emotional Hurt/Comfort Fluff and Humor Misunderstandings Pacifiers Light Angst Eddie Diaz Needs to Use Actual Words (9-1-1 TV) They've been sharing a bed most nights now, and Eddie wakes one morning to find Buck sucking his thumb. Buck was standing right behind his freind and tapped him on the arm as a signal to head out. Buck is struggling, Maddie and Eddie help. Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley Has Abandonment Issues, Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley, The Buckley Siblings Have Bad Parents (9-1-1 TV), Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings. (And I don't see you), all characters except buck and Eddie are brief. Whats so special about tonight?, Eddie blinked, Um- Its Chris science fair. He looked out the window and over at the people talking by the kitchen. Even though he was shorter and less broad than Buck, Eddie had a way of making him feel small. Hed taken a few pictures during his time in the Navy, mostly of Bradley or the sky. "Hi," Buck manages to reply, though it comes out slightly strangled. Buck is kidnapped and put in a white room. He is introverted and afraid. Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Eddie Diaz & Shannon Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Ana Flores (9-1-1 TV) Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Maddie Buckley. Didnt want to. He is attacked and abused by three men. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Hes also pissed at me for some reason and it kind of feels like we broke up a few hours ago and I dont know why. But what was he supposed to say? Content warnings: lightning, emergency, cardiac arrest, pain, lightning strike, electrocution, contact injury, side flash, blast injury, heights, hospitals, passing out, loss of consciousness, panic attacks, anxiety, description of anxiety and panic, manipulation, threats of using a child to gain compliance but not in a violent or hostile way (just them using Christopher to get Buck and Eddie to not be dumb but still deserves a warning because that is kind of a sketchy manipulation tactic). Bad Things Happen Bingo: Sensory Deprivation, Ch 1: Eddie's POV of the Lightning Strike and aftermath.Ch 2: Bobby's POVCh 3: Buck's POV, Pre-6b Speculative Fic.So spoilers of sorts if you haven't seen the promos/clips. Meanwhile, Eddie is acting strange and there are too many unknown scars across Buck's body. "What, uhm, what are you doing in LA?". You weren't snoring. Eddie has an even more mischievous grin on his face. By chance they find out about his problems and want to help. Evan "Buck" Buckley is a single dad to a beautiful 18-month-old girl and a firefighter at station 76. Work Search: Granted, I uhonly know how to make breakfast foods right now but I could cook us something when we get back to the station. But sometimes even he reaches his limits. Eddie laughs too because he knows he should have just admitted the fact that he cant cook to Buck the last time he was there when they were reviewing Eddies VA paperwork. He wants to drift away, but there is a weight holding his hand, and it anchors him still. Buck suddenly came up behind him then, leaning so they were pressed back-to-back, Buck moving his shoulders from side to side. Or can his new and old life blend seamlessly into something better? Buck, who had been so desperate to get back into action, voluntarily doing crowd control, now standing with a bunch of surfers and tourists and their patients friends at the far end of the beach, trying to talk them down, all the while sending some surprisingly tense looks in the direction of the water. Drift Away Chapter 1: Reunion, a 9-1-1 fanfic - FanFiction.Net Will he get them to safety before blood-thinner boy bleeds out? So Bobby lets the silence stretch and settle, with little more than the steady whirring and beeping of the hospital machines at his side to encroach on the quiet. He was done with everything. It was just a normal shift, a normal day, until he noticed an unfamiliar Floater walk out of the Firehouse. 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Thats just so He lets out a strangled laugh. Buck is about to reach his. What happens when Eddie notices something? At least he gets to go home to his boys at the end of the day. OR: Buck's line snaps during the lightning storm. He loved being able to send polaroids home to his dads.". He could have saved her, if he had just been faster or smarter or braver, she would still be alive right now. When everything is settled and he is about to start a new job outside of LA, he meets the cute teacher Eddie and his son Chris. There were many moments in the army hell, in the Dairy Freeze he worked in the summers in high school where the inclination wouldve made much more sense than a figure he viewed as family. After the tsunami, Buck's feeling adrift and uncertain. Athena Grant and Bobby Nash are Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parents. Im okay, babe, Buck said with a sigh. forgotten by some, remembered by you, a 9-1-1 fanfic | FanFiction [4x04/05~What's your Grievance and Buck Begins]. Buck is mortified, and Eddie is comforting, and they talk and even laugh a bit. He never saw her again after that, and he's never gathered the courage to look her up and find out which path she took. From where he sat Buck felt his heart give a painful, almighty lurch because Eddie yelling at him or ignoring him was okay, Buck could deal with it. A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. Bucks eyes go wide and then he starts laughing. He remembered the bruises Eddie would subtly try to hide and how he couldn't even get his friend an ice pack out of fear of Eddie's temper.